i hate u, i love u

feeling used
but I'm
still missing you
and I can't
see the end of this
just wanna feel your kiss
against my lips
and now all this time
is passing by
but I still can't seem to tell you why
it hurts me every time I see you
realize how much I need you
i hate you i love you
i hate that i love you
don't want to, but i can't put
nobody else above you
i hate you i love you
i hate that i want you
you want her, you need her
and I'll never be her
i miss you when i can't sleep
or right after coffee
or right when i can't eat
i miss you in my front seat
still got sand in my sweaters
from nights we don't remember
do you miss me like i miss you?
****** around and got attached to you
friends can break your heart too, and
i'm always tired but never of you
if i pulled a you on you, you wouldn't like that ****
i put this real out, but you wouldn't bite that ****
i type a text but then i never mind that ****
i got these feelings but you never mind that ****
oh oh, keep it on the low
you're still in love with me but your friends don't know
if you wanted me you would just say so
and if i were you, i would never let me go
i don't mean no harm
i just miss you on my arm
wedding bells were just alarms
caution tape around my heart
you ever wonder what we coulda been?
you said you wouldn't and you ******* did
lie to me, lie with me, get your ******* fix
now all my drinks and all my feelings are all ******* mixed
always missing people that i shouldn't be missing
sometimes you gotta burn some bridges just to create some distance
i know that i control my thoughts, and i should stop reminiscing
but i learned from my dad that it's good to have feelings
when love and trust are gone
i guess this is moving on
everyone i do right does me wrong
so every lonely night, i sing this song
i hate you i love you
i hate that i love you
don't want to, but i can't put
nobody else above you
i hate you i love you
i hate that i want you
you want her, you need her
and i'll never be her
all alone i watch you watch her
like she‘s the only girl you've ever seen
you don't care u never did
you don't give a damn about me
yeah all alone i watch you watch her
she's the only thing you've ever seen
how is it you never notice
that you are slowly killing me
i hate you i love you
i hate that i love you
don't want to, but i can't put
nobody else above you
i hate you i love you
i hate that i want you
you want her, you need her
and i’ll never be her
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