4AM (k?d Remix)

What I've been trying to do is tell you I'm still scared
What I've been trying to hide is just how much I care
There's reasons for breaking our ties and telling you lies, I confess
What I've been trying to say is how I'm such a mess
I'll be your favorite worst mistake
I'll be a memory, I'll be a ghost
You'll be a night to fill the space
You'll be a moon, then I'll go
How can I hold you so close
When I'm thinking of somebody else?
How can I treat you so right
When I know you're only the end
The reason you're here is to do with my fear
I hate being alone
How can I do this to you
Yet you still always answer the phone?