why do i still call knowing you won't ever answer

Overheating due to thoughts overloading my brain
No reason to try knowing it'll end with pain
Anyway, no one ever listens to anything i say
Followed by embarrassment, always wearing shame
Things i can't contain, i gotta learn to shut up
I've figured out that no one really gives a ****
I ask myself about why you don't pick up your phone
But i know it's cause he's in your sheets at home
Things i think about when i'm alone
She was once mine but now she's something i no longer own
Something i no longer own
I'd rather not know about all the things you do
Keep all that **** between just him and you
I'd rather not know about all the things you do
Keep all that **** between just him and you
Woah
Woah
How could i pick up the phone
Slo mo
My vision started to go
And i wait,And i pray
For the panic to just go away
But it stays,And it clings
To the walls in the body of me。
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