Jocelyn Flores

I mean, I can do anything that he can
I've been pretty
I know you're somewhere, somewhere
I've been trapped in my mind girl
Just holdin' on
I don't wanna pretend we're somethin'
We're nothing
I've been stuck thinking bout' her
I can't hold on (I've been thinking)
I'm in pain, wanna put 10 shots in my brain
I've been trippin' 'bout some things, can't change
Suicidal, same time I'm tame, picture this, in bed
Get a phone call
Girl that you **** with killed herself
That was this summer when nobody helped
And ever since then, man, I hate myself
Wanna ****in' end it
Pessimistic
All wanna see me with no pot to piss in
But nigga been excited 'bout the grave I'm diggin'
Havin' conversations 'bout my haste decisions
****in' sickenin'
At the same time
Memories surface through the grapevine
'Bout my uncle playin' with a slip knot
Post-traumatic stress got me **** up
Been **** up since the couple months
They had a nigga locked up
I'll be feelin' pain, I'll be feelin' pain just to hold on
And I don't feel the same, I'm so numb
I'll be feelin' pain, I'll be feelin' pain just to hold on
And I don't feel the same, I'm so numb
I know you so well, I know you
I mean I can do anything
I can do anything that he can
I've been pretty
I know you so well
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